| | I had my gum surgery yesterday... on vicodin every 4 hour routine today  arrgh I hope that recovery wouldn't be as painful as last time. No infections please!
So the blood incident. The nurse had so much problems drawing blood! She poked so many times saying how she can't find the vein... that never happened to me before. usually nurses find the vein on the first try. Anyway, it hurt and I was scared of the surgery so I started hyperventilating.... and so the nurse stopped drawing more blood and brought me the oxygen tube to stick in my nose.
and the first thought that came into my mind is : "God, I don't want to die yet."
yah I know that sounds melodramatic, but honestly I feel as though I'm fighting through life and I would just feel tired. Mostly I'm fighting through my childhood hurts, and I feel as though I want it to be over soon. But when faced with pain and my concisousness is starting to fade.. I guess it kicks in. No, I want my character to be refined more, I want to love people better, I still have lots to do.... Unless it;s God calling me Home, I really shouldn't feel like I want it to be over.
Time for vicodin.... I'm starting to feel a lot of pain >_< Please pray for my recovery...
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